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Sometimes we just have BAD DAYS.

4.15.2010

I've been having a bad day...for the past couple of days.

Let me explain...

Eh Hem...

TUESDAY: so i got dressed. got belle dressed all ready to go to my doctor.... and joe was already running late to go back to work and i go to my wallet and cant find my military ID. ugh so im litteraly going crazy trying to find it because i know how much trouble joe can get in for me loosing it... and i always keep it in my wallet and it wasnt there. Where in the heck did i put it? So i missed out on my appt and cleaned my home and still couldnt find it... searched the car but nothing. Im really upset. [still upset]

SAME DAY my refridgerator gave out...everything went bad. =(( everything and my house had a horrible smell from it. SO frustrating. and the last thing for the day was belles teething.. its horribly tough =((

Plus there are just some people that i just want to express how i feel to them, about how angry they make me or about drama or how immature they are acting... and just be flat out mean to them! but i wont..... =\

TUESDAYnight-WEDNESDAY

it was about 3am..were sleeeeping...and joe put his leg over my leg. It was HOT. his leg was uncomfortably hot. I feel his chest and he is burning up! so i told him to take off the blanket and asked if he was okay and he said he felt fine and he said yes.. so i left it alone and went back to sleep.

WEDNESDAY morning, he wakes up for work and says he feels AWFUL... i knew something was wrong. But with military you cant stay home and call in, no matter what. So i made him promise me he would check in with sick call...he promised. So waiting for him to text me back all morning, he comes home at lunch and he is sicker than a dog. He had a bag of meds and told me he had some kind of stomach virus. =(( first thing i thought of was whatever he had i didnt want belle or i to get it... so i kind of have been having to keep belle a little further from him. He came home and PASSED OUT. =( slept all day until night and when it was time for bed he went to bed. he didnt eat a thing =(

THURSDAY: we woke up and he is still not feeling good. I asked if he wanted anything? he didnt want soup or anything, he wanted mac donalds so i went out and got him some....went to get grocherys came back home and he was sleeping again and after a bit the mac donalds wanted to say hello again. =( i wanted to help so bad... but i dont know what to do. Then right before bed he threw up again... My pooor baby, please keep him in your prayers. He has to go into work tom even though its friday he is still sick and sore all over. I feel so bad. Its tough taking care of him and belle.

FRIDAY........?

i pray for strength. patience. guidance. and LOVE.

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